June 20th, 2008
|02:51 pm - Crappy phone pictures|
Current Mood: FRIDAY
Current Music: still quiet
May 29th, 2008
February 25th, 2008
|12:26 pm - friday was a good day|
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Current Location: work.
Current Mood: good
October 18th, 2007
|09:40 am - Alone in the Art Department|
I work with the craziest girl in the world. CRAZY. She is 33 years old and acts really ghetto, wears sideways bright yellow clothe hats with bows on the side, and posts 5 RIDICULOUS bulletins a day on myspace. The next worthy one I see I will post here for all to enjoy. She told me she's been in jail 37 times and I believe her.
There is a new magazine in my life, I will say more when I know what is going on, as to not jinx. But I will say this now; it involves potatoes, South Africa, Canada, and people named Lukie.
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: K-Rock
January 12th, 2007
I just got bad news, concerning a certain pickle-related situation. i feel completely defeated.
Current Mood: sinking
November 3rd, 2006
|10:19 am - Eeeeeeeeee!|
So...I was just thinking to myself how I'll never make any money doing anything but graphic design and what I REALLY want to do is draw all the time everyday until my hand falls off...be it digital or "with my hands" (Although I'd prefer my hands totally.) AND I'm registered with this freelance site and have bid on some projects but never won.
So whatever...BUT today got this in my work email, which I don't even know how this guy got...
"Hi!! We noticed your digital illust. on ifreelance.com,and we have some freelance if you are interested. We have a arts and craft company and are looking for an expert digital painter for some of our projects. Please email or call and leave us a contact number Thanks Howard"
YAY!!!!! Even if this is a small little company I feel like perhaps there's a chance of me actually getting through life as an "artist."
November 25th, 2005
|11:31 pm - Turkeys|
So...Thanksgiving was good, I went to Queens to my uncle's house, and my 11 year old cousin completely loves and admires me which is a totally weird and good feeling, being that I was always the baby growing up as far as cousins go and I remember how cool I thought they were-weird to be in that place. I drew her a horse, and it wasn't really all that great-like if I brought it into class for a crit I'd get laughed out, but my family thought it was great and that I should work for Disney, which was another good feeling. It's hard to feel confident when you're surrounded by incredibly talented people but sometimes I forget that not everyone can draw, so that was cool too.
A weird thing happened, on the way to my uncle's I stopped at Pathmark, and was waiting on line for like 15 minutes cause the lady infront of me didn't want to pay an extra 20 cents for biscuts, which was completely annoying because I was in a rush, people kept coming up behind me then leaving, but I just stood there like an ass. Then a small lady came up behind me and plopped down a huge thing of cider and I turned around and smiled at her. Like 5 seconds later I realized it was my mom who I haven't talked to in like a month for something stupid. She gave me a huge hug and started crying on the line and paid for my capri suns. One of those weird little being in the right place at the right time moments that makes me really feel like everything is connected. Kind of cool.
I'm now going to go paint and watch a movie, and maybe some Six Feet Under.
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: tellivision
November 7th, 2005
This is that thing where you go to google and type in your name and the word needs. Ha.
Jen needs to be a My Little Pony!
Jen needs to have a session or two with a therapist.
Jen needs your help... Sign an online petition, it's quick & easy
jen needs to getback to reality and stop pretending it's disneyland.
Jen needs to get over her insecurities.
Jen needs this Diva Publicity like she needs a hole in the head !
Unless Jen needs to deal with some pestersome enemy, she and Scree can take as long as they want to search every corner for hidden Lodestones
Jen needs you and wants you.
Jen needs someone to talk her out of this stupid idea
jen needs all that makeup because shes not that attractive and sadly, is not aging well.
Jen needs to master the abilities of each of the demon races
Current Mood: me feet are cold
October 6th, 2005
So I might be getting a volkswagen beetle, which is odd. My dad's friend is selling one pretty inexpensive and I think we should be getting money from the insurance company from my car soon. I really hope they do that instead of telling us to go get it. I don't think I could stomach visiting another ground zero.
I have totally gotten engulfed by the show Lost, I've watched way too many episodes in the last 3 days and it's sad. I think it's time to start working on my own life.
I think that I might be able to do a layout in one of the magazines soon...they showed me how to do the clipping path thingies...which I already knew, but now they know I know it. I want to just do a layout, get it published, and then leave there with something to show. Not that it will help, I've come to the conclusion that even if I was the most talented person ever it would be nearly impossible for me to get a good job because I'm the most awkward person EVER.
I have to go food shopping soon and I don't really want to.
I also have to go see if I can find a cord for the digital camara. Sometimes these simple things seem like milestones to me and I don't get it.
When I finally get a good job and move out (which hopefully won't be that much longer) I'm going to invite everyone I like over and make everyone a really nice dinner, and buy tons of wine and beer, and it will be a happy day. Instead of throwning a "please get me things for my new place" party it will be a "thanks for putting up with being friends with the most irresponsible girl ever, I love you guys" party.
Current Mood: awkward
September 30th, 2005
|07:50 pm - s|
i quit my catering job.
i hate her and i feel like i need to scream.